I know Bethany and Miranda are the only two who even read these things, and idk if either of you ever even get on here still. But I'm going through an extremely depressing time and I just need to write everything out.
My summer has been awful. I am so miserable. I just want to be happy with Jake again, I want nothing more. I miss his company so much. But I know I should just let it be and move on. He's fucked with my feelings more than most could imagine, yet i forgive him every time and try and get back with him. Its such an unhealthy cycle. he's knows I'll do anything for him and hes soaking it up and playing me like a game. I don't even